I waited for 8 months because i have missed the previous one.

The day was full of emotions.

Reach the studio late by 30 mins. Decided to take 2 large photos, 1 with my mum and grandma and 1 is only myself. Had lunch at Megumi @ Sunset way and head to school after that.

I reach on time but the time spend on hide and seek make me go in at 1.40 while my specs is not with me, i almost can not find my seats. Although i have make arrangement for my mum and grandma to sit with my friend but end up she is late and can not find them.

While listening to the speech given by the professor, it reminds me of how hard the road was and how i should have done it better. Then i start to regret that i still did not put enough hard work for this that end up i did not get the distinction that i want. It reminds me of my dad, how much I wish he was there watching me receiving the cert from the professor at the stage. It was such an honour he wanted me to have. I forbid myself to cry as i did not do it good enough yet.

Finally the ceremony end, i waited for them outside but did not have them in sight. The hall has cleared, left with few who want to take picture inside, including Jasmine and me. Informed Simon to look for them but he come back with a Can not find them reply. There were so many people below, i start to panic after taking the pictures. The atmosphere changed. Start to panic looking for them. Lucky that my mum can remember my mobile nos that day. When she finally found someone who is willing to lend her his mobile phone to call me and tell me where they are.

Simon was angry, show me face. End up, we did not have any refreshment and only take that little picture and left early. Disappointed with my boyfriend. It was such a big day in my life and yet he can not put himself in my position. Did not even take the photo of him and me. I expect him to buy me the graduation bear but it end up buy by my mum. The reason he told me is he don't have enough cash. I have told him long ago about i want a graduation bear. It is not that i am realistic it was just that i want a memory.