Then suddenly, today i realise 1 thing. I don't have much friends, and my life circle mostly around my boyfriend. So when he gotta work and i want to find someone out for a chill or shopping, is so hard.
Everybody has their own activity. I was kind of lost at that moment.
Ever since i am out of school, my life has been bland, recently added exercise to it though. But i still find that something is missing but i can not tell what is missing.
Maybe is the motive or my goal has lost. My goal in life.
That drama make me think of what i want in life, but then i can not really think of a goal. My life been planed since i was young. It has been arranged and i never question about their arrangement.
Study in Singapore part of it is also to prove to those who look down on me when my father pass away- say that i can not even finish my primary school. Now i have proof to them that i have even complete my degree in Singapore. Now is their children who are unable to finished their education once their father gone.
So, what is my next target?
To get married and to have children? No, i don't want to be tied up so early. I am not financially independent yet. Go for travel? I need a better pay job that able to make me save more for that.
Life~~~
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