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The dancer

Name: Juliana aka Peggy
Birthday: 04 July
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Wednesday, October 31, 2007

( Foul mood @ 8:44 PM )

31st of October, the weather today is cloudy, the mood today is very bad. From the moment i wake up until now, i didn't feel any better. The feel is just like something is pushing me, i can not breath, even some people talk will irritate me. I keep make mistake in my work, even it is small mistake, i also can not take it. Am i too perfectionist? that make me so down and angry recently or just today is really a bad day?

Today is the last day of October already, time really flies, remember the beginning of Sept we were still having our BBQ celebration at east coast. Now, i have get my 1st month pay already. I miss home so much. But i can not go back. When can i get my pass. i want to go home, even it is just 1 night, i don't mind. These few nights keep having weird dream and make me wake up in the middle of the night, end up when i wake up in the morning i feel so tired.



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Tuesday, October 30, 2007

( slow @ 10:03 PM )

I have a feel that the time today pass so slow, i don't know why i just have that feel. Today was supposed to have lunch with reina and the rest, but by the time i finished my visit pass thing at the MOM, outside was raining cats and dogs. Then i decide to cancel it and took a taxi back to office. Because of rainy day i don't want to wet myself and the deliveryman can not rush back to fetch me. I was so pissed off that by the time i get into the taxi, the rain was stop.

Last night have a very strange dream but i can not remember the detail. So sad. After that wake up in the morning feel so tired.



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Friday, October 26, 2007

( 理性和感性 @ 7:19 PM )

一个人基本上有两面吧。有理性的一面和感性的一面。 当过于理性会变得所为的绝情, 当过于感性却会变得感情用事。
我觉得我是过于理性了, 要保持理性和感性之间真的很难很难。 感性的来说,我接受了朋友的意见。 旦我还没办法过理性这关。 我还在所服, 希望早点有答案,可以摆脱所有的痛苦。



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Thursday, October 25, 2007

( Sick @ 6:37 PM )

This morning i was wake up by a sound that sounds like come from some frequency and i don't know where it come from. But seems like i am the only one that heard that. Then my head pain terribly while i try to rest a while more. In the end i force myself to wake up and get prepared to work. Then i was unable to drink anything and keep feel like vomit. After that i force myself to swallow 2 pills and after sit down at the sofa for a while i head to work.

After i reach there suddenly feel so cold. Then i realise that i was having fever. I plan to go home after half day working but the workload today was quite ok a lot that make me have no time to think about my fever and i just sit there doing all the work with my jacket. Until i don't feel hungry for lunch and by the time i feel hungry is already 4 something. Today i finished my work quite early, i finished at 5 then i decided to go home at 5.30 since there were not much thing to do anymore and my boss also told me to go home.

Now, my fever gone already and waiting for my dinner. Water is really important. Friends, remember to drink more water ok. Don't end up like me ok, take good care of your health ya!!



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Monday, October 22, 2007

( Expressing problem... @ 10:08 PM )

I know i have problem expressing my thinking and felling, and this problem has been with me for quite some time already, until i really used to it and don't really wish to explain myself further more. I know this problem make me misunderstood by a lot of people and i don't really explain to them. That is me. I will show you how i care but will never tell you how i care. That is me. If you can't take it, that's it.



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Sunday, October 21, 2007

( Outing with dears @ 10:30 PM )

Just now i went to east coast to cycle with reina and yuliani. We meet at 3 but the cycling session start at 5. Because the weather was so hot. While waiting for the sun to cool down, gossip session start and we gossip at Mac Donald, having my ice cream. After the cycling session, we eat our dinner at marine parade hawker centre. Then was ice cream session again. Oh no, i don't know how much i weight i put on.

Morning was wake up by a phone call by my grandpa, telling me that there was a fire at Tanjungpinang, which is on the location of my ex-work place there. Then i recall that i have 2 friends that their family staying there. 1 is a friend that lost contact for quite along time already, was quite worried and true his house was burnt but he was not there as i know, another one after i contact him and know that his family was saved and the fire stop just beside my ex-work place and his family house.

5 Years ago there was also fire caused by the same thing at the same street just that different part, 5 years ago was at the front part of the street and now is at the back part of the street. But this time round causes an oldies to die because was unable to escape from the fire. So sad to hear that.



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Saturday, October 20, 2007

( Answer @ 3:34 PM )

Think i have the answer already just that i hesitant to believe that decision. Afraid that the decision that i say and make is different. It is really very hard. I don't know why also. How i wish the decision can be make like whether to buy that shoe or bag or clothes. But it is not that easy.



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Tuesday, October 16, 2007

( Again @ 10:25 PM )

Again, i have done things that different from my decision. Why do i always change my mind in the last minute. But fortunately the different is not so big.

Must strive hard for my that job ar, since my boss was an accountant before and until now he still is. And i realize i have forget alot of things, OH NO!!! what happened to me. I must really find some time and read those notes again. it is a MUST!!!!! no more excuses!!!



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Monday, October 15, 2007

( Happy, angry, sad,happy @ 10:09 PM )

Early in the morning, after being forced to wake up from my sweet dream, i go to work. Suddenly come to think of a good friend of mine in my high school, think of sms her when i free. So bad that my boss mistook my phone accidentally, so i have to wait for him to go back and get from him. After that i saw 3 misscall from my phone. When i have time to call back, and realize that the call was from that friend of mine. She use her boyfriend phone to call me. But it is too late already, they were on the way back already. I think she intent to saw me her boyfriend ba, but too bad i need to work. Next time go back must really ask her out ar, its been a year that i didn't meet her.

In the noon i went to have my lunch, think that it will not going to rain so fast, but when i just reach the food court there, the heavy rain began to pour. When i finished my lunch and the rain is about to stop which is just what i think, and i went out the heavy rain begin to pour again, end up i get drench, even with my umbrella. Think i must buy a "crumpler" bag already, hahaha.. miss my IMEC presentation.

Today have so many things to do, end up i end my work at 7 but i still haven't finish my work. Sad ar....

After that when i reach home and finished my dinner, my "sister" call me. Wah its really very very very rare that she call me, even when i was at Indo she also seldom call me lor, i was the 1 that call her. Then we talk for a while then hang up. So happy that she really care about me. While i told her the prob last night and she keep sms me to comfort and give me suggestion.



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Saturday, October 13, 2007

( To all my friends... @ 3:58 PM )

第一次见面看你不太顺眼
谁知道后来关系那么密切
我们一个像夏天一个像秋天
却总能把冬天变成了春天
你拖我离开一场爱的风雪
我背你逃出一次梦的断裂
遇见一个人然后生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节
如果不是你 我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱 把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我 只是骂我几句
如果不是你 我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音 我的有口无心
我离不开Darling更离不开你
你了解我所有得意的东西
才常泼我冷水怕我忘形
你知道我所有丢脸的事情
却为我的美好形象保密



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( Joanna birthday @ 3:37 PM )

Last night went to Joanna birthday celebration, but i was late. I take the bus, alight at the correct place but walk to the wrong position. End up i wait for quite some time and manage to get into a taxi. while on the taxi i realize that i have walk correct for the half path but i decide to back to the original place as there was construction in progress and i dare not walk alone.

After decide where to chill, francis, jorene, shin and me went down to have dinner, but the people that eat only jorene and me. Then is the gaming session. Then Joanna, reina, asaph, francis, ken, shin, and kahoe left earlier at around 11+. Then the 4 of us continue our gaming, until i receive a call and have to go home. It was pretty fun, enjoy it alot. Hope that next time can have such gathering again.



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Thursday, October 11, 2007

( Tiring @ 10:35 PM )

Recently my body and my mind feel so tired, maybe due to the work and i think too much le. Last night sms my "sister" and she do give me some suggestion in the end the suggestion she gave is exactly what i think. But what i think might not be what i do later on.

Miss those school day, eventhough stress, rush and tired but it is fun. It was 10x more fun than i work. Maybe the too high expectation that result in this disappointment ba..




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Monday, October 08, 2007

( "surprise" @ 11:02 PM )

Today was monday, so surprise that i am not monday blu. May be i really enjoy my job ba, or maybe too much thing to do that make me no time to blu. haha .
Last night i went out with friend to catch a movie, i watch "lust, caution". Ermm not so recommend, as in the story lien is goo just the plug is not there, i think. Then after that, before DMK closed, i manage to buy 1 pair of shoe, then today i wear it to the work place, i just walk halfway before reach the bus stop my foot was already severly cut. Then i have to bear with the pain and walk to the office, when i reach there i can not stop but start do my job until i really able to check the cut, then i realise it was bleeding.
Haiz, so poor thing rite. The 1st time i wear shoe until bleeding lo.



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Thursday, October 04, 2007

( Stupid, clumsy, slow etc @ 9:40 PM )

Finally i get my job here. Thanks so much to leona that u introduce this job tome. The boss was ok. Just that he told me that "we learn things slowly" but just on the 2nd day i of my work, he already ask me to take order, but i really unfamiliar with all the customer and goods lo. Then because of not use to the software and those handwriting and short form use by the people there make my work very slow. Feel like i am so stupid so clumsy and so slow. But working there make my day pass very fast, as in just a blink of eye, it is 2 o'clock already then i just go for my lunch.

Now what i hope i just everything goes smoothly.



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