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Name: Juliana aka Peggy
Birthday: 04 July
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Monday, November 26, 2007

( Luck @ 10:38 PM )

Just returned from Tanjungpinang, the life there was just like a dream. Mum said that i have the luck of eat. Every time when i go back and carving for the food, i sure able to eat it. Come to think it is true also.

A trip back make me relief by a lot. When i went back, all the unhappiness here is just like a night mare, wake up in the morning realise that i lay on my bed, is just like i wake up from the night mare.

This time i was so strong, i didn't behave like new year that time. Although i really don't wish to come here, back to the night mare.

I went to my old work place to visit my ex-boss, cause my mum say that he missed me, always ask about me when he call my grandpa. Then saw the place that was burned, then come to think it may be a good thing as in the place will be very nice later on. My work place there was no more in business already and it was used as a shelter for those whose house was burned and nowhere to stay. Come to think it was a relief to my boss, as it cut down the loss.



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Thursday, November 22, 2007

( Thanks @ 11:49 PM )

I want to wake up from this night mare, anyone can wake me up?
I know that there is no one i can blame but still i can not control myself.
I want to go back, but not in this way.
I know that i can take this time as a test, as a process of growing but it was too sudden.
I didn't prepare.
I don't know what so good about me that you willing to sacrifice so much for me, thanks for the understanding, all the sacrifice and all the hard works.
Sorry that i have bring you troubles.



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Tuesday, November 20, 2007

( Woman @ 9:51 PM )

"When a woman ask a guy about something while shopping or anything, she just actually testing whether the guy share the same taste with her". This is what i heard recently and i found it to be quite true.

The work today was pretty boring, nothing much to do. I just need to vent out all my unhappiness and then i am fine. This is typical cancerian probably.



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Sunday, November 18, 2007

( almost @ 12:14 AM )

Think i was too moody recently. The me after work is so quite, then a lot of things will appear in my mind, start think about tat stupid pass thing, all the unhappy thing that happened on me. Just now, the very blur image of my father suddenly become so clear. The look of my father when he was angry, when he smile and when he lay inside the coffin. Suddenly tears flow from my eye and i manage to stop it. But the moody feel is there although i manage to smile and don't think about it for awhile.

How to get over it? Friends told me not to think about it but how?



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Wednesday, November 14, 2007

( bad daughter @ 11:20 PM )

I totally forget that i have promised my mum to call back last time until i was told that my mum ask me to call her when i reach home. What a bad daughter my mum has. "Sorry mum" is all i can say now.

She ask me don't go out till too late and don't go out with guy alone. Haha.. my mum care me so much, and finally she willing to say out. In the past although i know that she care and dote on me a lot but she never want to say out. She just restrict a time range for me to reach home.



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Tuesday, November 13, 2007

( Split personality @ 9:57 PM )

How it would be if a person have split personality. And that is what i am doing now. Tired is all i can say. I am tired, i want a rest but can i ? The answer is "NO". The target that i set when my birthday, until now nothing is being follow up.

I need to keep up those target, i can not lead life this way. I must realise the target that i have set.



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Saturday, November 10, 2007

( The 100 post @ 8:14 PM )

On my 100th post, i would like to share with u all a song that i like very much. Sorry to non-mandarin reader. As my english was not very ok, so i can just post in mandarin. The title of this song is "if" by Daniel Chan. I was reminded when in the morning when i was listen to the radio and it play this song, then i realise its been time i didn't listen to this song. Hope you enjoy it.

幸福不是每一天都有
错过以后要等很久很久
别让你的快乐在我怀中变成泡沫
至少我们依然是朋友
如果我不适合握你的手
带着我的祝福好好的过
藏起心痛我想我还能忍受
这点寂寞用最沉默的温柔
微笑对你挥挥手
if you cry 我会明白
if you smile 我也会温暖
走累了
if you don't mind 和我坐下来看看天的蓝
if you cry 还有我在
if you try 陪你等待
你永远不会孤单
有个人只为了你存在




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Wednesday, November 07, 2007

( Unbelievable @ 9:49 PM )

This is my 99th post already. Unbelievable that i have post so much about my feeling here. Just call home, and heard that my grandma fall sick. Make me worry, want to go back but my condition now doesn't allow me to go back. If i go back now, it will be hard for me to come back to work. I miss home so much and i know that my mum missed me too, because usually when i say that i want to go back, my mum will say that i waste money. And this time she didn't say anything.


So unexpected that today i was so free at work. Thought that i will be very busy, since today is the eve of holiday, usually at the ease of holiday i have lots of work to do, lots of order. But today was different. One thing that i very sure is that friday i will be very very busy in the morning and also the noon. Need to go to MOM again, the "stupid" pass thingy has not been settled. Can you process it faster? So that everything can be done and cut off all the pain, sad and my homesick.




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Monday, November 05, 2007

( Grow up @ 9:50 PM )

Suddenly realize that we have grow up. Or may be that i think too high of myself already.
In my mind when talk about those class mates and friends of mine, the thing that come to my mind is study and no other thing. Recently when come to read their blog and i realize that we have grow up. We start to talk about relationship thing.

Recently there was a big change in my mood, one minute angry, one minute touched, another minute moody, Make me so tired. Chat with my friend last night and really thanks so much for all the enlightenments. Really missed the time chat with him. It's been 1 year that i didn't chat with him like last night. Really missed the way he call me.



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