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Friday, January 08, 2016 ( 杜啦啦追婚记 @ 12:05 AM ) 1. Lala has been dating for 5 years and the guy is not ready to marry her but at her age of 33, parents start to ask about her marriage plan. Some part is similar to me as in I have been dating for 7 years but due to financial problem my boyfriend have yet to propose to me. The same question that she asked, hit me and make me feel like ask the same question to him "你是还没准备好结婚还是还没准备好跟我结婚?" For me is not my mother that ask me about my marriage plan but his mother did and I am pissed with her question. It was your son that did not pop the question, why ask me? . 2. She met a success guy due to a coincidence in her work and in 1 month time the guy proposed to her which her 5 years boyfriend did not manage to do it. In the end she choose to reject the proposal. Though I have yet to be asked that question, will I say yes? What are the thing that i have to consider? Have I confirmed that he is the one I am going to spent the rest of my life with? In lala's case, she realised that she wants to go back to her old self and know that she still loves her boyfriend. Do I need to have another guy to help me confirm my feeling? 3. She choose to give up her job which her boss offered her a promotion to the head of department because her bf mentioned that she shine too brightly.. he is worried that he will fail.. I know that I have outperform my boyfriend a bit. Is he also stressful about it? If I am given a chance for promotion, what will I choose? 0 comments Sunday, May 03, 2015 ( @ 8:49 PM ) 你说是第3次了。 那你有想过我为什会重又再次提起? 0 comments Sunday, March 22, 2015 ( moral story of 50 shades of grey @ 10:43 AM ) 0 comments Wednesday, January 07, 2015 ( Goodbye my beloved grandpa @ 11:22 PM ) Thank you for all the love that you have showered me. Thank you for taking care of mum and me when dad left us. Thank you for everything that you have done for mum and me. 0 comments Tuesday, December 31, 2013 ( @ 11:15 PM ) 1. Will be taking a new challenge, promotion to a higher post but with the same package hence save or earn more money is a little bit hard. What i can hope for is to be able to perform well in this post so not to get demoted and learn as much as I can so that able to look for new opportunity. 2. Passed my 2 subject for CPA, will be taking another 2 this year hence the resolution will be to clear this 2 papers in each exam. 3. I have set a resolution to travel at least 1 country in a year, this year i hope that i am able to bring mummy along. Iwan treat his family to a Bangkok trip with his 1st bonus, i have work for so many years yet to bring mummy anywhere, am such an ungrateful girl. 4. Since i have been dating for so long, know him pretty well now. What i need to do now is to learn to be independent, need to remind myself to not dream that he will accompany me attend any party or show that i want to go. He will not be able to understand my "hope" to experience rebel day. Been a good girl for so long now, i almost never defy or reject any plan and instruction that was given to me. All I hope for now is to experience how is it like to be in a party with love-one or with a group of good friends. Love-one has no interest to do so nor do i have a group of really close friends. Hence i need to learn to be independent, to be able to go myself and maybe get myself some 'bad' friends that can go crazy or turn me a bad girl. 0 comments Friday, August 26, 2011 ( Graduation @ 11:23 PM ) I waited for 8 months because i have missed the previous one. The day was full of emotions. Reach the studio late by 30 mins. Decided to take 2 large photos, 1 with my mum and grandma and 1 is only myself. Had lunch at Megumi @ Sunset way and head to school after that. I reach on time but the time spend on hide and seek make me go in at 1.40 while my specs is not with me, i almost can not find my seats. Although i have make arrangement for my mum and grandma to sit with my friend but end up she is late and can not find them. While listening to the speech given by the professor, it reminds me of how hard the road was and how i should have done it better. Then i start to regret that i still did not put enough hard work for this that end up i did not get the distinction that i want. It reminds me of my dad, how much I wish he was there watching me receiving the cert from the professor at the stage. It was such an honour he wanted me to have. I forbid myself to cry as i did not do it good enough yet. Finally the ceremony end, i waited for them outside but did not have them in sight. The hall has cleared, left with few who want to take picture inside, including Jasmine and me. Informed Simon to look for them but he come back with a Can not find them reply. There were so many people below, i start to panic after taking the pictures. The atmosphere changed. Start to panic looking for them. Lucky that my mum can remember my mobile nos that day. When she finally found someone who is willing to lend her his mobile phone to call me and tell me where they are.
Simon was angry, show me face. End up, we did not have any refreshment and only take that little picture and left early. Disappointed with my boyfriend. It was such a big day in my life and yet he can not put himself in my position. Did not even take the photo of him and me. I expect him to buy me the graduation bear but it end up buy by my mum. The reason he told me is he don't have enough cash. I have told him long ago about i want a graduation bear. It is not that i am realistic it was just that i want a memory. 0 comments Thursday, July 07, 2011 ( Lost @ 8:42 PM ) Then suddenly, today i realise 1 thing. I don't have much friends, and my life circle mostly around my boyfriend. So when he gotta work and i want to find someone out for a chill or shopping, is so hard. Everybody has their own activity. I was kind of lost at that moment. Ever since i am out of school, my life has been bland, recently added exercise to it though. But i still find that something is missing but i can not tell what is missing. Maybe is the motive or my goal has lost. My goal in life. That drama make me think of what i want in life, but then i can not really think of a goal. My life been planed since i was young. It has been arranged and i never question about their arrangement. Study in Singapore part of it is also to prove to those who look down on me when my father pass away- say that i can not even finish my primary school. Now i have proof to them that i have even complete my degree in Singapore. Now is their children who are unable to finished their education once their father gone. So, what is my next target? To get married and to have children? No, i don't want to be tied up so early. I am not financially independent yet. Go for travel? I need a better pay job that able to make me save more for that. Life~~~ 0 comments |